When You Say Yes but Wish You’d Said No

Sometimes the hardest person to set a boundary with… is yourself.

Especially if you’re used to being the flexible one. The easygoing one. The one who can roll with it. Most of us don’t override our boundaries on purpose. We do it quietly. Automatically. Because it feels safer, more familiar, or just easier than risking tension.

But it can start to sound like:

• “It’s fine, I’ll just deal with it.”

• “They’re going through a lot - I don’t want to make it about me.”

• “It’s not that big of a deal.”

• “I don’t want to be difficult.”

• “I’m probably just being too sensitive anyway.”

And then later… You feel resentful, drained, and disconnected - from them, or from yourself. And you might not even be sure why.

The subtle signs you’re crossing your own line

Crossing your own boundary isn’t always obvious. It often shows up in much more everyday moments, like:

• Saying yes when you mean no

• Shrugging something off when it actually hurt

• Avoiding a conversation because you don’t want to “ruin the mood”

• Staying silent to keep the peace

• Laughing something off to avoid feeling embarrassed or exposed

None of these make you weak. They make you human. Especially if you grew up in a home where keeping others happy felt like the only safe option.

But over time, these patterns erode your connection with yourself. And they create invisible walls in your relationship.

Why it’s hard to catch in the moment

Sidelining your boundary doesn’t always feel like a choice - it can be a reflex. Your nervous system has learned that it’s safer to accommodate, smile, nod, and hold your breath until the moment passes.

You might not realize you’ve done it until hours, or even days, later. When you feel tired, irritable, anxious, or like something just doesn’t sit right.

That doesn’t mean you’re bad at boundaries. It means your body learned to protect you in ways that once made sense. Now, you’re just learning a new way.

In Therapy, We Practice Catching It Sooner

If this resonates, you don’t need more scripts or tips. You need space to reconnect with your own cues and trust them.

In therapy, we explore:

• What it feels like in your body when a boundary is about to be crossed

• The stories you’ve inherited about being “too much,” “selfish,” or “difficult”

• How to differentiate flexibility from self-abandonment

• Ways to gently speak up before resentment builds

We work on noticing your own discomfort before it turns into disconnection. And learning how to stay with yourself while staying connected to the people you care about.

You’re allowed to change your mind. You’re allowed to take up space. You’re allowed to say, “Actually, this isn’t okay with me.”

And if that feels hard, I’d love to help you learn.